i don’t want to use the pre recorded beats. but want to compose my own beats. how do i do that? thanks in advance. please help me as i am in extremely helpless now.

Can you make a rap starting for me starting off like this

my name is zack a.k.a phresh……

Whenever I get excited a lot or my heart beats really fast, It starts to squeak like some sorta mouse would, I’m not sure what’s wrong with me, I’m 13 and i’m worried, help please!
Why do I need to drink a teaspoon of vinegar?

Its because i wanted to start to make my own beats. I’m trying to bring back old school type of rap and rnb and i wanted to know if there was a free cite to make your own beats.

I have no clue on how to make a song, and I really wanna do that, but I hear you have to have a bunch of equipment to do beats, tunes, and other things. Are there any easy ways of making your own beats and tunes for songs that aren’t limited? Please be specific.
Thanks!

-Tyler K